I am now 52 years old, have no family or friends left and living in an old shed I have turned into my “home” 15 miles from any town in the middle of Minnesota. Once the money and “fame” associations were gone so were my “friends”. I live with no running water, no car, eat with food supplied by food stamps. All of my belongings gathered through out my life are gone, they were auctioned off when I could no longer pay the storage fees.
I have gone full circle, isolation, to many “friends,” and back to isolation. My isolation is now slowly killing me. I can’t get a car, my license expired and was pulled because of a $500.00 fine from 1985. Yes, 27 years ago. People have murdered others, done their time, and been forgiven in less time. Not me. I can’t paythe state of Illinois the $500 to get my license. Without a license I can’t get a car. Without a car I can’t get a job. Without a job I can no longer live. I am trapped.
The only thing that is keeping me alive is now dying too: a wonderful little Chihuahua I rescued and love dearly. She has a tooth problem, swollen glands, and is slowly getting sicker by the day. No one will help me. Veterinarians only take “money first” I can’t believe the only thing left in my life I love, I can’t even help. It truly makes me feel like such a loser. On top of everything else, the electric company recently shut off my electricity, I watched them shut it off, so I turned it back on myself, it’s just a matter of time before they catch me, and who knows what will happen then.
I have helped so many people in my life from money, to housing and food. From using my car, to using my clothes. Yet, when I, for thefirst time in my life need help, where are those I have helped?
The road to how I got in this situation was so quick and mixed up, unfair, and all because of a couple of bad choices. I don't drink or do drugs, fortunately I don't have those problems too. But when trying to get any help, I found that being a single man in this country there is no one out there that is willing to help. If I had children or was a woman there are all kinds of funds and help available. I never been a bum nor have ever asked for any type of help, until now. So far not even one other human being cares. After all of the hundreds of people I have helped in my life, no one can even take the time to listen to my story and lend a helping hand. I just don't know how people can live with themselves, turning their nose away from another loving, caring person in such need But I ask myself, How does this happen to someone people have always said was so much fun, so polite, smart, and such a wonderful person. Really? If so, why am I in this situation? Where are they all now?
If I only had the money that was used to buy that extra pair of shoes bought by that billionaire. Or that scarf or earrings bought by his wife. It would totally change my life for the good. And I could live again. I just need another chance. Is there any way someone out there knows how I can get that chance? I will do anything for it. Just please give me the chance.
If there is anyone out there that can please help me, even a dollar at a time, I can verify my entire story, as I did manage to save my files and papers along with my laptop.
Thank you for your time. And may God Bless You!
I Beg of you to help me, please! I will send you any verification you need if that will help.
I ask you to please, please, considering helping me.