To everyone out there, love at first sight is very much real. I was only 17 when I saw her walking through the school halls, but I felt something indescriable once my eyes had reached hers. They were the most beautiful eyes I had ever seen, along with her smile. I felt blessed that day. We had went on one date, each thinking the other didnt like us, so we parted & never saw each other again until about 14 yrs later on the internet. My heart sunk uopn realizing it was her, I was overcome with joy.
She had 2 wonderful children, & I three. We began seeing each other.....it was like a blessing from heaven that I had this woman in my life.
Throughout the next 2 yrs, some of my actions were not that decent, I hesitaed too much to do the right thing, even though my intentions & desires were always good.
She had then moved to Washington, CT where shes lives now, and I with a broken heart living an empty life. I realize now that I never knew what true love was, thought it was something written about in books & shown hollywood movies. How wrong I was. Whenever I was around her, I felt more alive then I ever have in my life, it was like the whole universe would stand still, and in the middle of it all.....there was her. Her smile that would bring me up whenever I felt the hardships of life, the affection & love she gave torward me made me feel like I could live forever, forever anywhere, anywhere in the world......as long as she was holding my hand.
She is no longer with me, but every single day, if theres a god above somewhere listening, I pray that I get another chance...a chance to show her in actions, and not only words, of the best man that I can be for her......for I would cherish her, I would love her, I would respect & support her the exact way that a man should with a woman. She would always come first in my life, her & her children's well being, there happiness & joy would mean the world to me......becasue I know now that when you truly love a woman, thats how it should be, and nothing less.
The main problem is that she doesnt think I;m serious, she doesnt know who I am anymore, so I look to the sky above me & hope, hope with all my heart that one day this beautiful loving woman will let me show her who I am. Even though i'm not with her right now..I live my life for her...she's the reason I get up each morning, shes the reason my heart keeps beating. Like the song says...I found a reason for living, and the reason is you Katie. Baby, please come back to me...you will never shed another tear.....you smiling & feeling loved & being happy would be the only experience you would ever feel.
Whenever I kissed her......I felt like I wasnt only kissing her lips...but also kissing her soul.
Please come back to me.....I have always laughed at men that cried...but now....now I understand.....I wake up crying sometimes.......look over to an empty pillow.....and with tears running down my damn face.......I say "god....please.....I need Katie to be lying here again one day soon as I open my eyes". I never knew pain like this could exist.
"You are in my heart & soul, you are the woman of my dreams, & the love of my life" Please baby, I love you. Luv always, Anthony
Contact e-mail. wire1862 at yahoo com. Any organization or persons leading to me getting back together with her will receive a 2,000 cash reward. Hoping for your help, thank you.